First Things First

Normally I do not post two blogs in a week. Nor do I post a transcript of my message (sermon), but this week I feel compelled to do so. This was a “fire in my bones” message that I believe God is speaking to the Church. It is time to put first things first.

Today’s message is one of repentance and a challenge to each of us to set a solid foundation for the work of the Spirit in our lives. I have titled this message First Things First. All too often, we get the cart before the horse. Because we do not keep things in the correct order, we find ourselves missing God; we miss hearing His voice and often miss His will for our lives.

My text today is from the book of Haggai, but I want us to approach this in context. Haggai, Ezra, and Nehemiah were contemporaries. They lived during and after the 70 years of Judah’s captivity. When King Cyrus of Medo-Persia permitted them to rebuild the city, these three men wrote of it. Ezra and Nehemiah wrote the account, and Haggai prophesied a strong message from the Lord.

  • Read Haggai 1:3-11, “Then the Lord sent this message through the prophet Haggai: “Why are you living in luxurious houses while my house lies in ruins? This is what the Lord of Heaven’s Armies says: Look at what’s happening to you! You have planted much but harvest little. You eat but are not satisfied. You drink but are still thirsty. You put on clothes but cannot keep warm. Your wages disappear as though you were putting them in pockets filled with holes! “This is what the Lord of Heaven’s Armies says: Look at what’s happening to you! Now go up into the hills, bring down timber, and rebuild my house. Then I will take pleasure in it and be honored, says the Lord. You hoped for rich harvests, but they were poor. And when you brought your harvest home, I blew it away. Why? Because my house lies in ruins, says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies, while all of you are busy building your own fine houses. It’s because of you that the heavens withhold the dew and the earth produces no crops. I have called for a drought on your fields and hills—a drought to wither the grain and grapes and olive trees and all your other crops, a drought to starve you and your livestock and to ruin everything you have worked so hard to get.” NLT

Whenever God calls you to accomplish His work, the enemy will come against it. In the scenario of the rebuilding of the temple, we see two distinct lines of attack. Ezra deals with external issues, spiritual warfare. Haggai deals with internal issues, selfishness, worldliness, and apathy.

We see in this account that the people of Judah were more concerned with their own comfort than the restoration of God’s house. They did not keep First Things First. I see three things in this story:

  • First, they focused on their past rather than their future.
    • Second, they feared their enemy more than they trusted God.
    • Third, they were more connected to the world than to God.

Each of these is an enemy of what the Spirit wants to accomplish in and through you. Many of you are ahead of me in seeing the connection to us, but I will lay it out as clearly as possible. As people of God, we are spending more time building our kingdom rather than God’s. Our priorities are wrong. We want to live for ourselves and then ask God why things are not going easier for us.

  • Prophetic Word the Lord gave me on 3/16/2021 (We do not hold at the same level as Scripture)

“The Lord says, I will begin to strip away those that have prostituted themselves with the gods of this earth. I will pull back the curtain that hides their sin. They will be revealed for all to see. Many within the Church seek to hide their sin, not from the shame of doing it, but because there is no remorse. They believe there is nothing wrong with their actions. They have traded my truth for filth and lies. In this day, I am sifting out those that defile my body so that my Spirit might move in freedom among those who serve me. The world will always sin, but My Church must strive for holiness. To those that live pure lives, I will give a greater portion of my power and presence.” 

Usually, I would deal with each verse as we come to them; today, I want to approach things differently. Verse 8 is the theme of Haggai’s prophecies, “Now go up into the hills, bring down timber, and rebuild my house. Then I will take pleasure in it and be honored, says the Lord.”

This is an interesting statement if we compare it to Ezra 3:7 “Then the people hired masons and carpenters and bought cedar logs from the people of Tyre and Sidon, paying them with food, wine, and olive oil. The logs were brought down from the Lebanon mountains and floated along the coast of the Mediterranean Sea to Joppa, for King Cyrus had given permission for this.”

What happened to all this wood that was to supply the rebuilding of the temple? Either they used it to build their own homes, or they let it sit and rot. Today, we are busy building our wealth but not giving to God. We seek power, but not the power of the Spirit. We seek position, but not our position in God. We seek reputation, but not as holy people.

Israel and Judah both rejected God by serving the idols of surrounding nations, thus 70 years in captivity. When Judah returned, they did not turn back to those false gods; they served themselves. When everything else is our priority, we suffer spiritually. Dr. Wiersbe states, “It doesn’t take long for zeal to cool and God’s people to grow apathetic, especially when opposition began an ominous growl that soon became a roar.”

Think of Jesus parable of the sower; one type sprang up quick but did not last. Building our lives rather than God’s Kingdom shows that we have much faith in ourselves and little in God. Our spiritual renewal as individuals, as families, and as a church community begins with putting back where He belongs; First Things First.  Jesus wants to be first in your life, not second, and not co-first. He alone is at the center of your life.

We often make excuses; we are too busy to help others, we cannot afford to tithe or give to missions, we are waiting on the right moment, on and on we go. Here me church, in this COVID era, we must know when caution stops and fear begins. We must not let the enemy distract us from rebuilding the temple. Matt 6:33 reminds us, “seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need.”

Too many Christians have believed the lie that tithing is an Old Testament principle. As a result, their life is more difficult that it needs to be, at least in the area of finance. When we are obedient to give to God our best, our first-fruits, he promises to destroy the devourer for us. God promises to bless us more than we can ask of imagine. Now, know that this is not a math formula, I give a $1 and God gives me $10. This is a life style of trust and obedience. If you continually have the same financial issues over and over, my guess is, you are not tithing.

Again, Dr. Wiersbe states, “Local churches can’t expand their budgets for world evangelism because money isn’t there, and yet many church members don’t believe Matt 6:33 and put God first in their giving. Measured by Third World standards, Christians in the Western world are living in luxury, yet their giving is low and their debts are high because their wealth is being used for things that really don’t matter.” (Be Heroic by Warren Wiersbe, 1997, David C Cook Publishers, pg 75-76.)

Are we building our kingdom or God’s? In verse 5, Haggai challenges us…

  • NLT “Look at what’s happened to you?”
    • KJV “Now therefore thus saith the Lord of hosts; Consider your ways.”
    • NIV “Now this is what the Lord Almighty says: “Give careful thought to your ways.”

They spent 70 years in captivity, and when they came out, they repeated the same pattern. God is honored when we obey, and He is glorified when we sacrifice. Today, the house of God is not so much physical as it is spiritual, yet we try with all our might to build a physical house which in turn hurts us spiritually. Often when God speaks, we ignore Him, but here in Haggai, the people of Judah responded.

Read verses 12-13 with me, “Then Zerubbabel son of Shealtiel, and Jeshua son of Jehozadak, the high priest, and the whole remnant of God’s people began to obey the message from the Lord their God. When they heard the words of the prophet Haggai, whom the Lord their God had sent, the people feared the Lord. Then Haggai, the Lord’s messenger, gave the people this message from the Lord: “I am with you, says the Lord!”

God is with you, says the Lord! First Things First, build His kingdom. In so doing, you will set a firm foundation for the Spirit to move in your life and your situation.

The Danger of Being a Dreamer

Those who know me well know that I am a dreamer. The Bible says, “Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. Glory to him in the church and in Christ Jesus through all generations forever and ever! Amen.” Ephesians 3:20-21 (emphasis mine).  This is a perplexing verse for me. I have big dreams. Sometimes huge dreams.

This is a wonderful and beneficial trait for a Pastor. I, like most of you, never doubt that God can do things. Where I struggle is will He? Or perhaps even more of a challenge is when He will? I frequently identify with Joseph, the son of Jacob. He was a dreamer. I do not know about you, but I would imagine he dreamed of the day the jail would be opened and he could walk out free. He probably daydreamed about that every single moment of every single day for seven years.

See, the danger of being a dreamer is not the dream itself but holding onto the dream until it is fulfilled. As I stated, the greatest challenge for a dreamer is not if it will happen, but when. Dreamers recognize that God is certainly capable of doing whatever He wants – when He wants – in whatever way He wants – without our permission. Some of you may be thinking, “wow, I wish I could dream like that.” Well, there is a cost to being a dreamer.

Dreamers have to be willing to deal with frequent disappointment when things do not pan out as we had hoped or when we had hoped. Again, Joseph knew what God spoke to him, and yet he sat in prison falsely accused of rape. You know there were days that the dream was dead only to be resurrected the next day in a moment of strength. Often, I experience this on a moment-by-moment basis. I will be the first to admit. It can be exhausting.

Let me try to explain a little how this works for me. If you have ever read “If You Give a Mouse a Cookie,” you will understand. It begins with a dream. Let us say I dream God is going to pay off our church building mortgage. This is not just an arbitrary example; this is an absolute dream for me. For ease of reading, I transition to a bullet point format:

              Moment 1 – Yes, God, what an incredible dream you have given me.

              Moment 2 – Yes, God, you are able.

              Moment 3 – I know you are able but are you willing to do this?

              Moment 4 – I think you are willing, but when will you do it?

              Moment 5 – Lord, are you ever going to do it?

              Moment 6 – Maybe I heard God wrong.

              Moment 7 – But, I know you are able and willing.

              Moment 8 – Lord, I know that you are going to do it.

              Moment 9 – Yes, God, what an incredible dream you have given me.

Now, rinse and repeat! Matt 21:21-22 “Then Jesus told them, “I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, you can do things like this and much more. You can even say to this mountain, ‘May you be lifted up and thrown into the sea,’ and it will happen. You can pray for anything, and if you have faith, you will receive it.” (emphasis mine). Ouch, I think I doubt a lot. I would guess this is a normal human reaction.

Joseph must have doubted, as all of us would, sitting in a damp Egyptian jail. However, Joseph received the answer to his dream. He saw it fulfilled. His faith, though challenged, stood. Today, many of you are wavering in your God-given dreams. You may even read the above scripture and think, “I am not receiving because of doubt.” Pull yourself up. Remember who made you a dreamer. Recognize that dreams have cycles. Ultimately you cannot make it happen; only God can. When you realize that, your faith will grow, and you can stand in the promise of your dream.

Next time, think of all the answered dreams in scripture and let that build your faith. Your mind may still be like the preverbal Cookie-Mouse scenario, but you are infinitely able to stand in your dream. How, because God is with you! Yes, there is a danger to being a dreamer, but in the end, the challenges pale in comparison to the reward of a dream fulfilled.

A Little Town and A Little Lady

When I was ten years old, my family moved from central Missouri to Louisville, Kentucky. It was a big move for many reasons. We moved from a small town of 1,500 people to a metro area of nearly 1 million. The farm community where we lived was not very diverse; Louisville certainly is. Our home in Tipton, MO, was on a small street leading to the school, but our home in Louisville was located on one of the busiest streets in the city. So many changes.

Perhaps the most challenging transition was leaving all of our family behind. When we arrived in Louisville, our new church family helped us move into the parsonage. That day, I met an older woman that greeted me with a big hug and a heavy accent. She told me that she would now be my Mamaw and her husband would be my Tot (grandpa). From 1988 until her death a few years ago, Mamaw was good to her word.

I loved hearing Mamaw and Tot’s stories. He was a WWII vet that guarded Eisenhower in London. She was a woman of Ukrainian descent who lived in France. It was from Mamaw that I first heard of a small town in northeastern France called Verdun. Mamaw’s hometown. She told me countless stories of her and Tot’s war experiences. Her life under German occupation. Of her brothers that were part of the French underground. Even a story where she purposely poured hot coffee on a German General because he sent one of her brothers to a concentration camp. In time Verdun was liberated, and she met Tot.

As a child, I never realized that I would study Verdun so extensively. For such a seemingly insignificant town, Verdun left an indelible mark on world history. In 843, the Treaty of Verdun broke Charlemagne’s empire into three parts following the war between Verdun and surrounding cities, and King Clovis I. Clovis was the first King of the Franks to unite all Frankish peoples. On August 20, 1792, the Battle of Verdun occurred. The French lost this battle to the Prussians (later part of Germany). After England declared war on France in 1802, Napoleon demanded that British subjects be moved to Verdun. (See Smithsonian Magazine’s May edition article: Roget Gets the Last Word.) Again in 1870, Verdun held a key position for the capture of Paris during the Franco-Prussian War, July 19, 1870 – January 28, 1871.

During WWI, Verdun was surrounded by trenches…miles of trenches. From February 21 to December 18, 1916, the battle of Verdun raged. This battle is one of the worst offenses of the war, let alone the Western Front. It was the most protracted battle of World War I. According to one source, Germany suffered 336,000–355,000 casualties and 143,000 killed. While France suffered 379,000–400,000 casualties, 163,000 killed, and 216,000 wounded. This small town with a current population of just over 18,000 (2015) also played a role in World War II. Though indeed not as infamous as its part in the Meuse offensive of 1916. Still, Verdun sits at a strategic point, opening the way to Paris for her German enemy.

World history supplies us with an endless list of people, places, and events of significance. Perhaps there is no other tiny town that has such a monumental history. In many ways, Mamaw’s life parallels her hometown. She, too, lived through significant, life-changing events. Just like her city, she overcame and became stronger for it. This little town has had a significant impact on the history of Europe. I have been within 100 miles of Verdun. On my next trip to Europe, I hope to see the little town of the little lady that impacted me.  

On History and Influence

I am both a Pastor and a Historian. It all makes sense now I’m sure. My goal is to write about spirituality and history and I often use one to illustrate the other. Let’s face it, nothing illustrates life better than, well…life. It is often said “those who do not learn from history are destined to repeat it.” We tend to focus in on the “repeat” rather than the “learn”.

I recognize many find history boring. It’s dry and does not apply to my life…etc. I believe pastors learn much about human nature, man’s conflict with sin, and triumphs of life from history. We learn that greed can cause a downfall…Napoleon. Hatred can spark a war…too many illustrations to count on that one. We also see that a single life can affect many other lives. That is both true for famous people like C. S. Lewis and not so famous people like the farmer that invited Billy Graham to Sunday School. No matter where we turn in the annals of history, the actions of one always affect another.

As a student of history, I have developed a love for many characters that lived large and changed lives. From secular history, I love studying King Cyrus of Persia. He developed a code of human rights that were way before their time. (See the Cyrus Cylinder for more info.) Most of my history heroes were equally influential in the secular and the sacred realms. I think of William Wilberforce, C. S. Lewis, Count Von Zinzendorf, Harriet Tubman, and William Ewart Gladstone. This list could go on and on.

I love to study every part of history. Presidents of the US are among my favorites. As is World War I and all points of Church History. I think there is often a disconnect with people when it comes to history. I view history as living and vibrant. There are lessons to be learned and actions to be avoided. I see the hand of God in all of history and it affirms to me my place in God’s grand plan. I may never be the President of the US or a famous leader in the world, but I do have the ability to change lives in my sphere of influence.

God has uniquely positioned each of us in time. In other words, you were not born at the moment you were by accident. Each of us have our place in history. We have the opportunity to be a blessing or a curse to others. Think of the balance and influence of Adolf Hitler and Winston Churchill in World War II. Both had influence, one used it to create evil and perpetuated chaos. The other used his creative wisdom and power to liberate a continent.

Most likely God is not calling you to be a Churchill, but He is calling you to be an influencer. Life is a gift and one of the greatest parts of that gift is training others to love God, to love people, and to recognize their potential. Your potential is realized by helping others see their own potential. Use your gifts for God and for the good of your fellow man. In the process, study a little history too. Who knows, you might just learn something about yourself.

That’s Not Us

Dr. Nora appeared on the sitcom Frasier on April 29, 1999. Dr. Nora, played by Christine Baranski, was rude, vindictive, and judgmental. By the way, she was a Christian. In one scene she is giving on air advice to a caller on her radio show. A young lady was struggling with relationship issues. Dr. Nora perceived that she was living with her boyfriend and that this sinful relationship was the root of her problems. This lead to a hate filled attack against the young woman.

As is so often the case, Christians are portrayed as mean spirited, hate filled people, that love Jesus and no one else. That’s not us. Our culture, Hollywood driven, has created this narrative of Christians for decades. Now don’t get me wrong, I think Frasier is the funniest show ever on TV, but that does not negate the fact it was used to perpetuate this view of Christians.  

Think about every Christian portrayed on TV or movies. They are one of three things: First, we are portrayed as a Catholic with no real mention of faith. Second, we are shown as Dr. Nora was, hate-filled and spiteful. Third, we are shown as a self-righteous person that is secretly dealing with the sin we preach against. A Hypocrite if you will. This is the World’s perception of Christians.

Hollywood has determined that Christianity is the only group of people who are always portrayed through the most negative person on the fringe of our faith. This is something that is fought against in every other segment of society. We recognize and ask the question, are they really a follower of Christ if they act in that way?  It would be morally wrong to view all people of color according to the worst element within that race. It would be wrong to paint all Muslims as extremists because of the actions of some on 9/11. In the same way it is morally and ethically irresponsible to paint every Christian with such a broad brush.

Certainly, we can point to elements within our faith that help form false perceptions about us. TV evangelists from the 1980’s that abuse people and steal money. There are politicians that tout faith but live contrary to that faith. Then there is the man on the street corner holding a sign that declares, “God hates…”. Each of these are examples of persons acting outside of true faith. That’s not us.

Historically, Christians are the first to open hospitals, to care for orphans, to raise the standing of women, to fight against slavery and racism, to provide clean water and clothing to those in need. This is who we are. We can disagree without hating. We can live the moral life that we claim to live. We have acted on behalf of the outcast, those neglected by society. True Christians are the most generous people in the world because Jesus has called us to be generous. Believers should be willing to give their very lives in service to others.

Christians and the Church have allowed culture to determine how we are viewed. Why? Perhaps we are not as active in the public arena as we once were.  Maybe this is the solution. Christians need to stop hiding behind the four walls of a building and live life with those around us. That does not mean we change our beliefs because they are unpopular, but show our genuine love and compassion for people in spite of differences.

We do and should have standards. We may sometimes disagree, but we have a profound understanding of Christ and His forgiveness. True followers of Christ understand there is a moral standard set forth by Christ and the Bible. We may not always agree, but that does not remove the fact that I can love you and live my faith in the manner Jesus did. As Jesus said to the woman caught in adultery, “where are your accusers? … Neither do I condemn you. Now go and sin no more.” (John 8:1-11) Yes, he confronted her sin, but He did so in love and compassion. Yes, he called her to a higher standard, but He did so from a place of grace and mercy. So, the next time you see a Christian portrayed on TV or even with a bullhorn on the street, ask yourself, is this how Jesus would approach people? No, That’s not us.

Hail Myself

When you think of Rome, most likely you see images of the Colosseum, busts of ancient rulers, the Roman Catholic Church or perhaps fountains. Whatever you think of, chances are you are surrounded by the effects of the Romans. Our governmental system can certainly be traced to that of the Romans. While their influence is everywhere, perhaps one of the most profound effects is on our language. English is Germanic in its origin, but we also have a heavy Latin influence.

We use words like bona fide, alibi, et cetera, de facto, bonus…on and on the list goes. Many in our American culture may not realize that the word Caesar is a part of our colloquium. I’m not speaking of the pizza place. This is especially true for students of history. Caesar was the surname of one Gaius Julius. You know him, “Et tu Brute.” (The Ides of March, March 15) Now that we are on the same page I will move on. 

Following the Gallic Wars, the conquest of Gaul, Julius paraded through the streets dressed as a God. One thing led to another and the Emperor became a dictator. Of course we know how that ended. Yet the Roman Senate recognized Julius as a deity upon his death. Giving him the title of “Divus Iulius”, the divine Julius.

From that point forward dictators and rulers sought to capture the same power and prestige of the Caesars. Certainly we can point to Napoleon’s conquest of Europe. His coronation alone reflected his hope for ultimate power. As the Pope read the charge, Napoleon removed his laurel wreath and crowned himself Emperor of France.  Essentially placing himself above the church.

The etymology of the titles “Kaiser” in German and “Czar” or “Tsar” in Russian points back to the Latin word Caesar. These lines of rulers sought to cement their political power but also to capture the divine anointing as rulers. We see this come full circle in the argument of the “Divine Right of Kings” which flourished in the 16th and 17th centuries.

Throughout the late 1700’s (France) through the early 1900’s (Russia), the divine right of Kings was an argument used to reinforce the power of the crown. To put this another way, their goal was to show that they served as monarch not according to the will of the people, but at the will of God. This is all well and good if you treat your people with respect. As an example, see the rise of the British Commonwealth under Oliver Cromwell and the reestablishment of the monarchy under Charles II. It seems that man has always tried to gain the power of God without going to God for said power. 

As we look around our world it is difficult to separate the influences of Rome even now 2,000 years since the time of Julius Caesar. While we could quibble over their lasting influence and the divine right of kings, we cannot deny humanities insatiable desire for power. Unfortunately, that has not lead us to God, but all too often the desire to be God. Perhaps this is the most tragic effect of the Roman Empire.  Instead of saying “praise God” we say “Hail Caesar”. Which is essentially singing the song from “The Producers”, “Heil Myself”.

Our culture and secular humanism have taught us to be self-centric. This is a corruption of who we are intended to be. We are to focus on others, not ourselves. We are to live lives that bless, honor, give grace and mercy, as well as provide for needs of others. Submitting to the Lordship of Christ calls us to live lives of service. Truly it is not about us. Jesus said, “For even the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve others and to give his life as a ransom for many.” Matt 20:28 (NLT) Jesus is our example in faith and Godliness, surely we must emulate the master. Rather than saying “Hail myself” we need to proclaim “Hail Jesus, you’re my King”.

The Power of “But”!

If your momma was anything like mine, when she gave a directive it was to be followed quickly and without argument.  My mom was a strict, but loving disciplinarian…we could use more of that in our society, but I digress. I remember when I was little telling mom, “but” anytime she gave me direction. She would respond by saying, “no buts, do it”.

Our lives are filled with “but” situations. Normally that word predicates an excuse. Perhaps an excuse to our spouse, our boss, or even ourselves. We say “but” to everything and everyone. Including God. There are certainly times in my life I felt God say, “no buts, just do it”. There are other moments, I felt Him say, “fine have it your way”. See my “but” was so frequent and my argument so firm, He eventually let me have what I wanted…normally to my detriment I might add.

As negative as “but” can be in the English language, it can also be a remarkable positive and a firm foundation for our faith. Every believer struggles with our role and God’s sovereignty. Where does one end and one begin. Perhaps you could say God’s sovereignty and our free-will. See now I’ve gone all theological on you. Trials in this life frequently bring us to a “but” moment. “But God”. “But why?” “But you said…” On and on it goes.

Nearing a decade ago, God’s sovereignty hit close to home. Our faith tradition is one that believes in the infinite power of our God and that He still performs miracles. When He chooses to and does not is according to His sovereign plan. Well, until it’s personal and He does not do what we want. When my mom passed away from cancer 10 years ago, we all prayed and we said a lot of “buts” to God. “But she has been faithful.” “But she has faith to be healed.” Still she passed and the Lord reminded us in a powerful word (see 1 Cor 12 and 14) that mom belonged to Him not us and He would do as He felt best.

In moments like these we fall headlong into our belief in God and His sovereignty. We must determine, will my faith be shaken by this or will I trust the Lord even with my “buts”. There is a remarkably powerful verse in the book of Daniel. One of my favorites. The three Hebrew children faced a fiery furnace.

Daniel 3:16-18 “Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego replied, “O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you. If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God whom we serve is able to save us. He will rescue us from your power, Your Majesty. But even if he doesn’t, we want to make it clear to you, Your Majesty, that we will never serve your gods or worship the gold statue you have set up.” NLT (emphasis mine) In the KJV it says, “but if not”.

The Hebrew children fully believed in God’s power to save them. They also believed that it was God’s sovereignty that would determine their outcome. They willingly submitted to His will and fully expected to be delivered. If they were not, their faith would still not be shaken. In our life of faith, especially in the current western-brand of faith, we seem to lose sight of God’s sovereignty. We are reminded day in and day out of what we deserve or what is owed to us. Often this sentiment pulls through to our walk with God.

Can He heal? Absolutely and I will continue to believe He will. Can He rescue you from a tough situation? Certainly, believe that He will. Go a step further and say, “He can, but even if He does not, I will still serve Him”! The enemy wants to shake your faith in God’s sovereignty and move you to a place of “if He does not, then I will not serve Him”. If my mom has any knowledge of what goes on in this earthly realm, she is rejoicing that our faith was not shaken by her death. In fact, it gained strength. After all, she taught my brother and I this faith from our first breaths on earth. Our family rests in the sovereign will and grace of our God. That is tough! But let’s be honest, I don’t really want to be in control anyway. Remember, there is power in your “buts”. Use them wisely.   

Nothing to See Here

I walked onto the campus of Central Bible College in the fall of 1996. Contrary to what my daughter says, I am not old. I visited a year before and felt confirmation after confirmation this was the route God wanted me to take. Little did I realize on that first move-in day my life would be utterly transformed. I received an excellent education and training for ministry. I made lifelong friends. I married the love of my life and I found many mentors that profoundly challenged me; they do to this day.

I mean no disrespect by this comment. As I walked on the campus and interacted with President Lednicky the first time, I remember thinking, “he is an intimidating little man”.  I have always held aspirations to be an intimidating little man too…still working on that one. He is about the same size as I am…we could probably share clothing. I saw in Dr. Lednicky so much of what I wanted to be. He was confident in the pulpit, exemplified a deep and abiding love for his beautiful wife, faced overwhelming personal loss with grace and faith, and demanded the highest standard of morality and spirituality from his students.

A few years ago I saw him at a conference. He gave me a copy of one of his books, “OBSERVATIONS from down the road.” In it he hits on a topic many believers miss…motivation. In chapter three Dr. Lednicky points to the Sermon on the Mount and the temptation of Christ. In both cases, motivation is the central focus, not the action. “Then, I went back to His temptation in the wilderness and realized that Satan did not even question the Lord’s ability or power to respond to such challenges. That did not even enter into the discussion. The attack was all about motivation.” (Observations from Down the Road, Lednicky, H Maurice (Life Publishing, Springfield, MO) 2015, pg 27.))

I believe as we mature in Christ we move from recognizing actions as sin to recognizing motivation to prevent sin. Let me illustrate this with another of Christ’s teachings. The Law stated that we should not murder. Jesus states that we should not look at another person with murder in our hearts. The Law says, don’t commit adultery. Jesus says, don’t even look at a woman with lust in your heart. Jesus is elevating the conversation and focusing on motivation.

Sin begins in our minds…it begins with a contemplation of our willingness to act. Or you might say it this way, if we do not begin to think about an act, the act is not likely to be acted upon. Motivation! As we mature in our faith, the Holy Spirit hones in on our motivation. That is not an easy process, but it is necessary. The why of any situation is tough to think through. It is difficult to grapple with the dark and sinful areas of our minds and hearts. We like to keep that closet closed. We may have locked it so deep no one but us knows it even exists. Or we may put a sign up that says “nothing to see here”.

These are the areas of our life God wants to deal with. As painful as it is and as exposed as we may feel, God must have access to even the deepest recesses of our lives. To become truly like Him…which of course is the goal, we must allow Him to transform us by the renewing of our minds. “Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.” Rom 12:2 NLT (emphasis mine)

For the believer, even the way we think must come into submission to the Holy Spirit. We must become like Him. This scripture tells us that there is a great benefit to us, we “will learn to know God’s will.” The closer you draw to Christ and into His Word the deeper He can go in changing us. No, it is not easy. Yes, it is necessary. So, thank you Dr. Lednicky and Marcia for showing this young student the truth and modeling a Godly life in front of us. Thanks for still pouring into my life, now 25 years later. Maybe one day we can exchange suit jackets. 

I Just Want to Be Like Jesus

The Conflict of Warfare and Peace

My mom screamed, “stop…don’t hit him”, as I chased my older brother around the house with a board. No one could push my buttons quicker than my brother…come to think of it that is probably still true. I don’t remember the situation that led to my loss of temper, but I do remember that moment. I held a shelf from a bookcase in my hand as I yelled at him and threatened to beat him with it. My mom, ever vigilant, reminded me in hysterical tones that I would go to jail if I hurt him.

              Let’s back up for a second. I am not an angry person. In fact, it takes a lot to make me lose my temper. But when I do, look out. My grandfather used to say, “dynamite comes in small packages”. Now he being a good Spirit-filled pastor was probably referring to spiritual things. I would contend anger may also be true…but I digress. In the heat of the moment, I wanted nothing more to shut my older brother’s mouth. However, if I had hit him with the board, that may have been more permanent than I intended.

              In perhaps the most famous sermon ever preached, Jesus said many words that conflict with the current tenor of American church conversation. I will underline a few key points.

Matthew 5:3-12 NLT

“God blesses those who are poor and realize their need for him,

    for the Kingdom of Heaven is theirs.

4 God blesses those who mourn,

    for they will be comforted.

5 God blesses those who are humble,

    for they will inherit the whole earth.

6 God blesses those who hunger and thirst for justice,

    for they will be satisfied.

7 God blesses those who are merciful,

    for they will be shown mercy.

8 God blesses those whose hearts are pure,

    for they will see God.

9 God blesses those who work for peace,

    for they will be called the children of God.

10 God blesses those who are persecuted for doing right,

    for the Kingdom of Heaven is theirs.

11 “God blesses you when people mock you and persecute you and lie about you and say all sorts of evil things against you because you are my followers. 12 Be happy about it! Be very glad! For a great reward awaits you in heaven. And remember, the ancient prophets were persecuted in the same way.

              I fear that in our politically charged culture, the Church is failing to realize that we will be persecuted and yet recognize that Jesus, and we, are still victorious. Many in the Church world today seem to pray against what Revelation says will happen. We fight with everything to reverse the political course that will ultimately lead to the rise of antichrist. And in the midst of it, I believe, we greatly weaken our credibility and witness in a lost world that desperately needs the hope of Christ.

              I have often said that if my politics tarnishes my witness, I have a spiritual problem. I believe some of this is rooted in what I consider bad theology, Kingdom Now and even aspects of the Latter Rain movements. Yet, do we have authority in Jesus? Absolutely! Are we to fight spiritual battles? Yes! Will we win in the end? Also, yes. Along the way, we must not lose sight of Jesus and Him crucified. We must also keep our eyes on the real enemy. My enemy is not the person that hates me and persecutes me, my enemy is Satan and the spirit of antichrist that is rising in our world.

              Case in point, a minister in my city…which will remain nameless, stood in the pulpit and cursed his political enemies…or I should be fair and say those he perceived to be enemies of the USA. This video went viral. Immediately the Spirit spoke to me, “but those he is cursing I created and they need Jesus”. I weep that there seems to be such a conflict between spiritual warfare and being a peacemaker. I know, I know, many will say this is the time for the Church to rise up. I agree, but rather than cursing those that are underhanded and perhaps evil to the core, should we not fall on our knees? We cry out, “Jesus this is your battle to fight and to win. All I can do is trust in you.” Further, should we not recognize that the Bible clearly describes the End Times for us? At some level, if we fight against that, are we not fighting against the ultimate will of God?

              You see the conflict yet? Yes, there is a time to bind principalities and powers…not political enemies. There is a time to curse the demonic presence that seeks to control our cities…not people that desperately need Jesus. Some may accuse me of being spiritually weak. That’s OK. I just want to be in line with Jesus…” God blesses those who work for peace, for they will be called the children of God.” I strongly believe we have power to move mountains, to break strongholds, and to resist the enemy in the name of Jesus. What we bind will be bound and what we lose will be loosed. Yet, I think of the times the Bible says that Michael the arch-angel would not curse the devil, but said, “the Lord rebuke you Satan”.

              James 3:10 reminds us, “And so blessing and cursing come pouring out of the same mouth. Surely, my brothers and sisters, this is not right!” I want to be a person that blesses others. Don’t let that make you think I’m not willing to fast, pray and worship as we fight the real enemy of our souls. What that does mean is I want to show myself a peacemaker to my fellow man, so that somehow I might lead them to Jesus.

              It is fortunate for my brother and I that I did not hit him with that board…even though I am positive he deserved it. Mom stepped in and probably kept me from walking down a path of cursing. Pastors and fellow believers, maybe we should listen to the Holy Spirit and the words of Jesus. Let us curse Satan and his demonic horde and bless our fellow man…even those that persecute us. I just want to be like Jesus!

A Charcuterie Christmas and Other Things My Mom Taught Me

Those who know me well, know how much I love Christmas. I have since I was as small child. My mom made Christmas special, though we did not have a lot in my early years. She created wonderful traditions for my brother and I. Dad decorated the tree and strung the lights. Mom would always put our old Nativity scene in a place of prominence. It was covered with Spanish moss and probably was not expensive. But I loved it.

              Mom baked cookies, made fudge, cornflake candy, and my brother and I’s favorite, Pumpkin Bars. Dad would hang a huge seasons greeting sign out front and would let Chris and I climb the railing to hang the big bulbs…you know like they use on the tree in “A Christmas Story”. Each Christmas Eve, Mom would make a tray of summer sausage…which we only ate in the winter, crackers and cheese and cookies. She always made a homemade punch. Basically, my Mom used a Charcuterie Board before it was cool. This annual celebration was shared with just the four of us.

              At that time my Mom’s parents were still living, so we traveled the hour to their house Christmas morning. I always connect Christmas to night time. Dad would read the Christmas story from Luke and they would let us open our presents that evening. We never believed in Santa. Our parents always wanted us to understand Christmas with the birth of Christ, not a fat guy in a red suit.

              This year marks the ninth Christmas since Mom received her eternal reward. Christmas in our home starts early. There is a nostalgia that I think most of us hold with Christmas. It always reminds me of my childhood. I am always amazed and thankful that each year I realize anew the impact of Immanuel…God with us. It is like a resetting of attitudes, cares, and trials in this life. We understand again what is truly important. First and foremost, our relationship with Jesus. Second, connection to family and friends. Third, remembering that as tough as our life might be, there are others that are far worse. We pray for them and count our blessings.

              Christmas is a time to reflect. To fall in love with Jesus all over again. Most years I study the book of Luke, what the Christmas star might have been, the arguments for the actual date of Christ birth, as well as who the Magi were. All of these things bring me continually back to the Light of the World. Isaiah the prophet said, “those who walk in darkness will see a great light”. Jesus is that light.

              Seeing stars in the heaven remind me of Christ’s birth. Lights on a tree remind me of Christ’s birth. Lighting the Christmas candle that was my mother’s reminds me of Christ’s birth. Snow, cookies, presents, family, songs, it all reminds me of Jesus. Why, because each year I fall in love with my Savior more than the year before. Maybe it’s a function of age. Or maybe it is a function of spiritual maturity. Whatever it is I am reminded again in the midst of COVID 2020, that Jesus is still the light of the world.

              In one of the most profound actions in world history, God Himself came down. He did so to accomplish the most profound action in history, to die for me. To die for you. See I was raised in a Christian home. My parents taught us the Bible from a very young age. But at some point it had to stop being the faith of Mom and Dad and start being mine. So, here I am 43 years of age. One of my own kids is grown and three are close behind. Jenna and I stand as blessed because each of our four kids has made this faith their own too.

              If the Lord’s return is still far in the future, I too will pass from this life. My kids will pass to the next generation our love of Christmas. Perhaps also the tradition of listening to Christmas music Nov 1st, putting up four full size tress in our home, as well as making my Mom’s best Christmas treats. Maybe just maybe one of my kids will still have the Christmas tea light holder that was my Mom’s. As they light that candle, may Jesus the Light of the World shine on them. May the faith of generations burn just as bright as it does in me.

              Maybe you are not from a Christian home. I implore you, build Christmas traditions with your kids and grandkids. I promise you, no matter how far they roam on earth or from the Lord, they will always remember at Christmas. May you be truly blessed with health, joy, and Jesus this season!